bookmarkin'

it's super cool that when i'm reading articles online i can bookmark them for mayra and aidan :)

kids and tv.

conferencing.

some of the best people, just chillin'

<3

#thatsabingo

best part of inglorious basterds. hellyah.

washington.

washington for spring break to visit my mommy. her house is adorable. there's not a lot to do in mabton, but mayra, aidan, and me had a good time just away from home and with mama trinidad. :)

tattoo'd.

i got a tattoo and it hurt like a biiiiiiitch. its not even done, but i will endure the pain to come...or something.
look how swollen my foot is! aaahhh.
but it's awesome and i love it and i can't wait til it's colored in and finished :)

talent!

 

hahaha i love joey gladstone.

headachez

are not the business :(

copying is not theft.

lolz.

perfect.

i love him.

i posted this on myspace a few dayz ago.

another 365 dayz (and a little more) have passed. a year. 2009 was bonkerz.
it brought laughter and tearz, it brought joyz and fearz.
(i so didn't mean to rhyme that, but thatz awesome)
i didn't know if 2009 would top 2008, but it SO fucking did.
it rocked itz shit sooo hard oh my god.
i got with the best boyfriend ever, i reunited with old friendz, i made the friendz i already had family, i made new friendz, and most importantly, i became a tia!

mayra having aidan WITH EDGAR is the best thing to ever happen to our family, so far.
he is the most adorable little human being ever. itz sooo cool to have someone to watch grow up. he'll be a year then five then ten that ew 13 and then omg 18 and then he'll try to hate us all. that is so exciting. i cannot wait. mayra, you're beautiful and i love you. you're the most wonderful friend i could ever have. i'm so thankful to have you around, and even though we're all growed up, i love hanging out with you and being dumb girlz. you're my BEST FRIEND and my sister foreververvevvrer. and with that, edgar, i'm so thankful to have you in our family and in mayra's life. i love both of you and aidan too :)

to my babe<3 you basically made 2009. it was soo fun and soo memorable and itz cuz i had you. one year :) i love you so much and i thank you for putting up with me and treating me like a princess from day 1. can't wait for our 2010 memoriez. te amo.

bestfriendevan: i alwayz miss you and drinking with you and partyin with you, but we make up for it when we are together. you're my fav to talk shit with and you're my fav to have random intense life talkz. you're hot and i love you.

samanthug<3 you don't need five thousand wordz from me to know that i love you soul sister.

2009 gave me my lowest low, and my highest high.
all i want is for my family to be proud of me, and even though i messed up when i shouldn't have, i'm making up for it little by little. cuz damn i got straight a's first quarter. and giving them that for christmas made US so happy. my parentz know me best and without them i'd be nowhere. i'm proud of myself and turning my character around. i have a lot to go but i'll get by with the support my family givez me :)

finally, i'd just like to say that i appreciate each and every one of you. my favorite memories are the ones with my family, but also the crazy nightz with all my little lovelies. you all rule and you know i'd be a big boring chola without you. jk i'd still be crazy. but itz funner with all of us than just me. can't wait for our next year together.

many more enjoyable yearz to all of us. cheerz! <3

no more fall.

too much brain in my head.
i'm done with fall quarter.
it felt good to be good.
now i'm just gonna wait
for vacation and spend some
quality time at home with my
beautiful family and friendz.
come january 5th it'll be back
to the grind. hit the books.
whatever.

thankzgivin'

hi. so me and derek went home for thanksgiving last week. it was good being home, like alwayz.
we spent thanksgiving with mayra at edgar's parent's house. it was really weird not having my mom there but it was still a very enjoyable dinner. derekz family was in hesperia and doing stuff so he came to dinner with me :) afterwardz, we went to his grandma's house and spent a little while there with his uncles and such. later we went back to my house and alex came over and we drank a bit. haha. overall it was a really chill day and we got to spend a lot of time with everyone.

i just realized.

there's no blog about my nephew. he was born on sept 24th and is fucking cute. see for yourself.

SUPERAW<33333333

halloweenierz in picturez.

success!

lovefestivitiez.

so this weekend was lovefest in san francisco. itz actually called lovEvolution, but thatz dumb so lovefest. there was a bunch of preparties, and we went to on at Ruby Skye on thursday. wippenberg was playing so derek was all excited. emily had told us about it, and how to get on guestlist. so the three of us took the trip to sf for that. it was a reallyyy nice fancy place. better than the clubz in LA. it ended up being a really fun night, especially cuz we hadn't done something like that in a while.

so saturday emily, derek, and me got up all early to get ready for lovefest. emily was super rave and wore her dreads and fuzzy leg warmers (that i sewed for her the night before). i wore shiny tightz, and pink shorts, and my party shirt, and sequin shoez. we got to lovefest like idk 1. and it was insane. crazier than last year, handz down. we met up with carrie randomly (as pictured). afterwardz, emily derek and me just wandered around. lovefest is crazy because itz all of these legit city buildings and streetz of the heart of the city just shut down to throw a massive party. bonkerz. we met up with christina later on too and she was there with her roommate and another friend and we all went to the electro stage. we ended up losing the roommate and other friend (oopz) but we kept partying nonetheless, haha. the dubstep stage was soo good. a lot of the stages were poppin'. deadmau5 played and it was SO PACKED. we stayed there for a little while because it was just too ridiculous. but thatz obvious cuz the day party was only ten buckz, thatz ten bucks to see deadmau5. no wonder people were packed like sardinez. anywho, derek, christina, and me left like at 730 and got back soo fast. emily had gone to the after party, because shez a crazy woman. we just hung out here for a while talking nonsense. it was awesome. weekend was successful. fucking crazy, but amazing. woopwoop.

blink182.

on sunday, derek and i traveled to good ol mountain view to watch my beloved blink 182. chester french, taking back sunday and weezer were the opening acts. we missed chester french and tbs mostly. when we got there we could hear tbs playing but once we got in they were overz. it rained the entireeee time. so we were all soaked, but enjoying it nonetheless. blink182 was freaking amazing. best ever ever ever ever ever. i was completely in love with the whole show and wow. best ever ever ever. ily derek for taking meez. woop woop.

ima hustler.

i'm not a hustler whatsoever.

i need a jobbbbbbbb.

i need moneyyyyyyyy. waaaaaaaaah.

today i applied to a few jobs for the work study program. i got it last year and i didn't apply for anything, but this time i did and i'm really hoping i get SOMETHING. i'm not picky, well i am but not around here. i applied to a couple of non work study jobs off campus too so hopefully something turns out good. because i hate my life when i want to buy something and i just can't. hmph. oh well though. i wanna get a job but once school starts thats not my priority. but until then....which is another two weeks and two days, i'll keep hanging out and searching. gahhhh.

mmmmm.

emily made rainbow cake. not that one but thats pretty much what it looks like. but better cuz its two layerz. it is soooo good. i ate a small slice today before dinner. yes before. and then i had a bigger one a little while ago and mmmm. sooo delicious. itz made with 7up! no eggs, no oil, no milk. batter and 7up. and rainbow deliciousness. i think i want another slice, but i have a few days to enjoy it because emily made it just for novelty. she never had any intention of actually eating it. haha. anywho, the cake was worthy of my blog. kbye.

cordyceps.

so me and derek (i almost wrote @derkahh) watched the whole planet earth series. and there was a part that i just HAD to blog about. so there's these mushrooms in the jungle, and theyre called cordyceps. and they're fucking crazy acid mushrooms. so there's like a different type of cordycep for a different type of animal. like each one targets a specific animal. and what it does it the mushroom grows and then shoots out these little spore things. and then the spores latch onto the bug. and then the mushroom spores take over the animals' body and mind. and the mushroom tells the animal to climb higher on a plant or tree or whatever. because the mushroom is controlling where it wants to grow. and it wants to grow in a higher place with proper temperatures and humidity and shit. so the mushroom makes the animal climb and when its at a good spot it fucking just dies attached to the plant and and explodes and more fucking mushrooms GROW OUT OF ITS BODY (pictured). tell me thats not fucking crazy. the mushroom CONTROLS the animal so it can die and make more murdering mushrooms. thats scary. whats scarier is that theres like five thousand different types of these mushrooms for all the different insects and bugs and shit in the jungle. theyre gonna evolve and spores are gonna stick on humans and we're gonna be sad that we're becoming mushroom fodder. waaaah.

goodbye.

lolz park free and ride...goodbye baldwin park cuz i'm moving back to the beauty that is santa cruz tomorrow. but i'll be back in two weekz for oral surgery and mayraz baby shower. and then for the babyz birth. and then for hard halloween. and then for thankzgivin. and then winter break. and then for spring break. and then for summer. and shit in between i'm sure. i'm excited. i'm gonna miss you all very much, except derek who's gonna be there with me. haha. i should finish packing now...rawrawrawr. xoxo.