ima hustler.

i'm not a hustler whatsoever.

i need a jobbbbbbbb.

i need moneyyyyyyyy. waaaaaaaaah.

today i applied to a few jobs for the work study program. i got it last year and i didn't apply for anything, but this time i did and i'm really hoping i get SOMETHING. i'm not picky, well i am but not around here. i applied to a couple of non work study jobs off campus too so hopefully something turns out good. because i hate my life when i want to buy something and i just can't. hmph. oh well though. i wanna get a job but once school starts thats not my priority. but until then....which is another two weeks and two days, i'll keep hanging out and searching. gahhhh.

mmmmm.

emily made rainbow cake. not that one but thats pretty much what it looks like. but better cuz its two layerz. it is soooo good. i ate a small slice today before dinner. yes before. and then i had a bigger one a little while ago and mmmm. sooo delicious. itz made with 7up! no eggs, no oil, no milk. batter and 7up. and rainbow deliciousness. i think i want another slice, but i have a few days to enjoy it because emily made it just for novelty. she never had any intention of actually eating it. haha. anywho, the cake was worthy of my blog. kbye.

cordyceps.

so me and derek (i almost wrote @derkahh) watched the whole planet earth series. and there was a part that i just HAD to blog about. so there's these mushrooms in the jungle, and theyre called cordyceps. and they're fucking crazy acid mushrooms. so there's like a different type of cordycep for a different type of animal. like each one targets a specific animal. and what it does it the mushroom grows and then shoots out these little spore things. and then the spores latch onto the bug. and then the mushroom spores take over the animals' body and mind. and the mushroom tells the animal to climb higher on a plant or tree or whatever. because the mushroom is controlling where it wants to grow. and it wants to grow in a higher place with proper temperatures and humidity and shit. so the mushroom makes the animal climb and when its at a good spot it fucking just dies attached to the plant and and explodes and more fucking mushrooms GROW OUT OF ITS BODY (pictured). tell me thats not fucking crazy. the mushroom CONTROLS the animal so it can die and make more murdering mushrooms. thats scary. whats scarier is that theres like five thousand different types of these mushrooms for all the different insects and bugs and shit in the jungle. theyre gonna evolve and spores are gonna stick on humans and we're gonna be sad that we're becoming mushroom fodder. waaaah.

goodbye.

lolz park free and ride...goodbye baldwin park cuz i'm moving back to the beauty that is santa cruz tomorrow. but i'll be back in two weekz for oral surgery and mayraz baby shower. and then for the babyz birth. and then for hard halloween. and then for thankzgivin. and then winter break. and then for spring break. and then for summer. and shit in between i'm sure. i'm excited. i'm gonna miss you all very much, except derek who's gonna be there with me. haha. i should finish packing now...rawrawrawr. xoxo.

i'm back.

i've come back to blogging, for realz though.

cuz july is almost over.

and i'm moving back so santa cruz next weekend.

ummm, k idk anymore.

but on tha real, i had quite the downfall at the beginning of the summer and despite it i've learned to grow up a little bit at a time and just try my hardest. because itz up to me to do the work in life not anyone else.

on another note, i'm going to laguna tonight so i'll be sure to post about that tomorrow. or something. i have work so maybe not. ew work suckz.

k i'm going to eat with mayra now. bai.