sickiez.

guis...i'm sick. it sucks. and it sucks more cuz the doctorz at my school were all, ain't nothing wrong that we can cure with drugz yo. :( i've kept wanting to rip out my throat in hopes of some sort of relief, but i figure that's a complicated procedure that can later induce more complicated issues. i wanna scratch it cuz it's itchy, but my gag reflex doesn't let me. i wanna eat ice, but cold is bad for me. i'm so hungryyy, but i can't fucking swallow. i've been living off apple berry juice and half dinnerz because i can't eat anything. and the dining hall has shitty soup. i smoked yesterday and my high sucked because smoking irritated my throat more. where's a vapeyvape when you need one? i hate when i'm sick but not reaaally sick. it's like pretend sick. it's annoying. because i feel real sick. but the doctorz are always like, nope nigga stop crying. :( i don't understand why they can't just cure me on the spot. if i were a doctor i'd do that for my patients. they'd be so lucky and grateful. too bad though. everyones going to suffer because i hate math and science and will not be a doctor. anyway, will you guis send me some won ton soup? my mom mentioned it and that would be pretty bomb right now. even just the broth would be good. nomnom. oh, so i went on webMD last night, just to see what the fuss was about. and it said i had tonsillitis. okay no. it said i COULD have it. that or strep. or mono. or viral pha..something. i don't have ANY of that. how gay is that? it gave me like 3958298 possibilities and i'm practically healthy. that just ain't right. i hate you medicine. you do nothing for me. i'm gonna go gargle with warm water and sea salt now and "take care" like the nurselady told me. gah.